Lesson 108 ~Hear Me Out~

Monday, June 6, 2011

Hey Lady Lu...
I’ve been bad, I mean I’ve been really bad; today’s lesson is simply about being heard and no I don’t know who the victim is but I’m trying something new today so bear with me… just hear me out.

Do I have anything worth saying Luna, I want to believe so but at the end of the day is anyone listening and so what if they are they’ll only block me out but will get to that. Didn’t I once refer to myself as a “pusher man pervert” how am I any different than this monster; to be perfectly honest I don’t want to be any different, I want the world violated, corrupted, and for my very own. Hell if this was the truth then why did I go ahead and change my blog just so, because I want to be heard, understood, or at the very least, figured out.

So what really bad thing have I done today, what thing is going to get me blocked… poetry, I mean some real poetry and not any of that “rainbows and lollipops” crap I am usually trying to peddle. Luna I know they are going to hate me for it, even if I have seen worse; I am only me but if you’re interested to know “The HARM of a Killer”, “Exhibit A”, “Beastly Hunger”, and “No Escape.”

Is there anything worth hearing… more often than not I’m her, I mean my victim, being forced to choke down everything; remember how I told you before I always understand those I’m hurting or maybe not. You remember that woman let’s call her “Harm” for short, did I understand what I was doing was wrong… hell yeah but I just wanted to be heard, I want to be famous but hell I might as well settle for infamy. I’m scared Luna about what I’m going to hear soon; I might not hear anything at all, you remember Chrissy right and that is someone who we will have to talk about.

Anyway what have I learned today… what won’t I do for fame, I’m willing to give my life for it and I’m afraid I just have; as for my final thought like I said I’m trying something new so Luna Hear Me Out…

LATE

~Hear Me Out~

Hear me here
I wish you were dear
My girlfriend, my lover, or even a friend
So where do I begin
This isn’t the place
Or is this a waste?

Hear me there
Do you care?
What I have to say
I listen everyday
… Okay, okay I’ll shut up
You’ve had enough

Hear me now
Better yet how
Freaking blocked me
You’re not listening
Or buying
Am I lying?

Hear me in
Is that a sin?
These screams
My dreams
Aren’t real
But you feel

What I am
Is not a good man?
Which I never cop to
But a fool
For freedom
So read on
Or don’t
You probably won’t

Hear me out
What I’m about
Sex and drugs
Death and blood
But to clock
And knock
Let me explain
Know my name
Am I too loud?
Just hear me out

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